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"Your 'reality', sir, is lies and balderdash and I'm delighted to say that I have no grasp of it whatsoever."
— Karl Friedrich Hieronymus, Freiherr von M√ľnchhausen

whatever a sun will always sing is you

This weekend I will be getting married, so I will be away from my blog until the end of August. Hopefully I can get back to posting on a more regular basis once I am back and life has returned to normal.

My life has gone through a remarkable number of changes in the past year, and there are more still to come. It's been a joyous transition in many ways, but still difficult in that I have to now accept that my old life is gone forever. As much as I want and need to move on, it can be hard to do; change is always scary.

But now I have a partner with whom to brave the trials to come. For the first time in my life, I believe in my future, I believe in myself, and I am no longer afraid of what the future holds.

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
—E. E. Cummings


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